As it stands, over the past month, I've kicked sleeping pills, headache pills, and caffeine. I'm feeling quite chuffed with myself.

Since my last post, I've had more than my fair share of women issues, but I can't honestly be fussed to discuss them. Ironically, I've gone from being shafted because women perceived me as gay, to being shafted because women perceive me as a player. Life sucks like that.

Then you get women that claim to have no physical attraction to you, yet don't trust themselves around you. Women are like waves in that they're totally unpredictable.

At the start of the month, I was in a really ridiculous state. Never before had I been so irritable, so angry, and never before had I felt so physically unwell. It was a combination of the drugs I was on. The sleeping pills meant I wasn't getting any natural sleep, and as such, they caused headaches. That led to me taking an excess of headache pills. As for caffeine, it was what gave me the boost I needed to function without natural sleep. That wonderful pill concoction I'd become so dependant on drove me to total irritability, such that I even threatened to castrate various friends of mine if they interrupted the two week break I planned to take.

And now, after that break, I'm feeling way better. I've discovered a new level of self-control. Over and above that, I feel infinitely healthier. Over the course of the past two weeks, I've had a chance to view everything in my life, and make changes accordingly.

Life is better. Much better.