In retrospect, it's interesting to think about how minor decisions a couple of years back would have affected things as they are now.

Hypothetically speaking, if I'd been the sort to take charge of things ever so slightly more four years ago, chances are good I would have landed up in a relationship back then. I also figure I'm the sort that back then would've been labelled brave for being afraid to change things, so I reason that relationship would've stretched on way longer than would've been fair or appropriate. Would it have lasted until now? Heaven knows. All I know for sure is we are two people who were way too vastly different back then, and chances are good we're even worse suited now.

What it all boils down to now, is if I look at my experience with females, I guess I'm quite happy I came out where I have. I grew to look at them as human, rather than as mini-goddesses who all typically tend to deserve reveration.