For the past few weeks, everything has felt weirdly surreal. Nothing seems quite real, really. For as long as I can recall, I've been feeling this rather odd sensation which I can't really describe, save to say it feels somewhat like nothing I perceive is the way I'd expect to perceive it.

It all feels rather odd. My thoughts feel almost artificial, as if they're only filtering through my mind for processing, rather than being conceived in my mind. Nothing seems right. Everything seems out of place. The only true certainty in my life is change. And the change seems to go hand-in-hand with what I'd say feels like a sort of disbelief upon perception thereof.

I feel as if I could use a total change of scenery. Life is becoming far too mundane for my liking. While I resolved to dedicate myself to bettering myself in certain ways, I know I'm going to need to counter-balance that dedication with something to de-stress myself. The question is, what's going to do the trick in that regard?

If I think about it, I guess I could say I'm envious of Rob in that he had an awesome month long break in Scotland. Something like that sounds idyllic right now. Just the idea of getting away from everything and everyone sounds so good, I'd jump on any opportunity to do so in a second.