It never ceases to amaze me how much of a drain people can be on you. I've had countless people tell me to get a certain someone out of my life. "Get V out of your life, for crying out loud!", they would say. And the reasons they would cite were that she stresses me out, that she has issues, that she's a drain on me, etc, etc....

So then, isn't it ironic then that A has a tendency to stress me out more than V, especially considering A was also one of the people to tell me to get V out of my life? The two are really very similar, to be honest, except that the one has a tendency to stress me more. So should I apply her advice on Vicky to her? She doesn't want that. I think I see through it now, after I slept on it. It makes more sense.

Sometimes I find myself wishing I was an asshole, so that all this would just go the fuck away.