4:46 am. I'm taking a break from my studies. My focus has gone, again. This time, however, I managed to get in two incredibly solid hours of studying, and in that small space of time, I've actually gained quite a large amount of respect for Mathematical Statistics. It's one helluva hardcore science. The very principles of probability and inferential statistics are actually so fucking well thought out that the subject itself becomes very interesting. You've got to big it up to the people that developed this shit. They were hardcore. Maybe they didn't get much pussy, but they were still hardcore. :D

I said that the Vicky saga was finished, but I was wrong. It isn't. I received a message from her shortly after I'd actually gone to bed, however, I don't intend to go into this in length now. I don't have a fuckload of time before I need to write my test, and the only reason I'm blogging is to give my mind a well deserved break while listening to some good music. So no Vicky. No females at all. :D Studying > females.

I'm also finally getting into the kind of routine that my course warrants, so that's also cool. Another thing to be cheerful about. I'm slowly getting on top of the work. Granted, I've fallen a month behind in Accounts (I don't know how people can do this shit for 7 years simply with a view to doing it for the rest of their working life), and about 3 weeks in Maths 1, but I've got sufficient time to make up what needs to be made up. At least I'm happy with where my major and Applied Maths courses are at this point in time.

At this point, I'm feeling so at peace with the world. I could fail my Stats test tomorrow, but it wouldn't phase me. There were circumstances beyond my control that hampered my ability to learn for this test. I'm referring to the concentration span problems I've been having. Whatever happens, I'm not phased. I'm happy with the progress I've made thus far, and if the trouble I'm having with regard to focussing on my course material continues, I guess it's just something I'm going to have to learn to deal with. No biggy. We all need to make sacrifices to achieve that which we truly want, and if I'm going to be hampered by problems of this sort, I'll just need to make the necessary sacrifices required to learn the material I need to know. Maybe I'll lose a few hours of sleep here and there, but the end justifies the means, not so?

At least I'm not stuck with the 20 minute attention span I suffered with last week anymore. I'm up to about 2 and 1/2 hours, which isn't bad. I can make do with 2 and 1/2 hours. Mind you, it's still cause for concern simply because I used to be able to focus for a good solid 6 hours at a time, but I'm seeing my specialist physician on Monday. So, obviously, this is a topic that, until Monday, shall be laid to rest.

Listening to: Nirvana - In Bloom

"I don't care, I'm so horny. That's ok, my will is good. Yeeaaah, yeah."

Right. More Stats 4TEHWIN!