I came to the realization today that my life could be likened to a lottery of sorts.

I'm a person's standard choice of numbers. I remain me, no matter what. Yet, you never know what you'll get with me, from week to week. I don't even know. It just remains to be seen what the results are, each and every week, based on the numbers life hands me.

In short, I can feel that my personality is changing, and I don't know what the end result will be. Basically, I feel as if I'm waiting to see the result, much as one would wait on their lottery numbers.