As of late, I've been wondering about life in general. Where am I going? What do I want to become? Should I be concerned about the fact that I don't feel particularly excited by any possible career option? Regardless, it just means I'm either going to have to research possibilities a bit more. Either that, or resign myself to doing some mainstream course that doesn't particularly excite me.

Ultimately, I might get lucky, and find that I truly enjoy the mainstream course I end up choosing. I just certainly don't think it'd be any of the subjects I'm doing now, with the possible exception of Psychology. I'll be sure to look into possible avenues in that field.

I guess the point I just want to get at, is I've had a year to think on it. I haven't achieved any closure. I'm still as clueless as I was at this same point in time last year. I feel like I'm fresh out of Matric. I've been to varsity. I chose subjects with the view of experimenting and investigating possible interests. And I'm still clueless.

This makes me think back to when someone quite wise expained to me that work wasn't about enjoyment. It was about making money.

But surely, surely, it's possible to enjoy your vocation and make money?