Either that(the previous blog), or my apparent absolute insensitivity about all things romantic (ie Valentine's Day) upset her. Or she felt I took her as being materialistic.

What can I say? I believe romanticism transcends any particular date designed to make any group in particular a fuckload of extra cash. I don't need Valentine's Day as an excuse to buy any person I care for a bunch of flowers. Hence my disgust in Valentine's Day, where the gifts, which are mostly given in an attempt to get nookie, seem to be expected. I'd feel that people would perceive me as insincere if I gave them a gift on Valentine's Day.

And I don't know if she's materialistic, or a hurt hopeless romantic. Who knows how many facades she could be putting on? How the fuck is anyone supposed to understand anyone else that puts up a facade? Not very easily....

All I know is whatever happened on Thursday has her thinking about me a fuckload, and I don't know why. Maybe my apparent insensitivity hurt her. Fuck knows. I don't know. This is what I want to find out.